dream comes true !

      yesterday , i've opened my old dairy , i'm start writing the diary since 2008 , actually i've forgot so many thing about what he did ,  but yesterday , i feel like crying , when i read it back , i feel the pain that i felt before this , well , waiting is so hurt , sayang please do not let me go again , i'm so happy now , my dreams comes true , i always imagine this time , since we know each other , my heart is only for you dear , promise me please , love me till the end of my heart deep , you i hold the word you said last night "i bodoh la kalau i lepaskan you" .. iloveyousomuch MOHD FAZROL AMYZAN !!

so many thing !

ello ?? hii , yeah ! exam expiration .. so now time for Holiday for 2 week , err , so many things happen when i did not update this blog , miss this blog , i just want to share that im very sad with account test paper , sumpah tak sangka aku boleh lupa formula , i feel like crying the examination hall . :( only this i can type ...

Queen and King stories ! :P

actually today , i has some experience to share , i am very glad , because , i've take a part in musical drama competition ! wow ! i do not thought that our tribute was perfectly ..even before this my group always got so many problem when rehearsal but all worthwhile . well i am very satisfied  ! ouch ! forget to share , aku pegang watak queen weee~~ haha , dan king pulak , along ! gila lah dia banyak ayat spontan , aku bole glak time belakon , sengal kan ? haha sangat2 kelakar ! haha , 

smurf !

i feel like crying when we talk about this , you such push me , did you ever think i was keep its for my future ?? hmm tah laa , i paham you tapi you tak pecaye i , and i assured that sayang ! 

down

there is very calm night , but my heart feel like crying .. i was remember every single thing that you had made . sayang , i miss you , this picture was 2 years ago , when you leave me , i finds it from ''myspace'' . huh .. i save and edit , you all know what , earlier in the morning , we have we fight for a while , i am very down , till now , sayang , i was very scared you will leave me again .. sayang , i am very sorry .. i need your arm ! please raise me up , say something which is can make me smile ! please !

where is your promisses dear ? ;C

dear ! what is wrong with you ?? you are suddenly mad on me . why huh ?? am i wrong ?? i can't sleep all night ! its all about you ! when i asking you just ignore my text ,  you've pledge ??  you cakap da tak nak GADOH  i ?? apologize me if it's my mistake . . i love you dear :(

terasa :(

terasa sangat ! firstly , i was most apologetic about my attitude at some one , babe , i dont really know what happen to us lately , i know that you are very mad about my relationship but its love , babe , this is what i want , its my dream , no body knows that ! included you . secondly , this words ''kalau kau ada ape2 masalah dgn faz kau jangan cari aku'' as friend you are able to think la , am i have a feeling or not  . who is me in front  of your eyes ? am i just a friend but not your best friend huh ?? i have hurt you think ?? hmm .. looking for friends for fun , there are many , but want to find friends who can share hard and easy it is very difficult lah babe and i only find you , dont you understand me ? hati aku tak sekeras hati kau . hmm