where is your responsibility ?

tah mana lah tanggungjawab yang kau sebut2kan .. aku sedih , kecewa dgn perangai kau syarifudin sahrom !

dream comes true !

      yesterday , i've opened my old dairy , i'm start writing the diary since 2008 , actually i've forgot so many thing about what he did ,  but yesterday , i feel like crying , when i read it back , i feel the pain that i felt before this , well , waiting is so hurt , sayang please do not let me go again , i'm so happy now , my dreams comes true , i always imagine this time , since we know each other , my heart is only for you dear , promise me please , love me till the end of my heart deep , you i hold the word you said last night "i bodoh la kalau i lepaskan you" .. iloveyousomuch MOHD FAZROL AMYZAN !!

so many thing !

ello ?? hii , yeah ! exam expiration .. so now time for Holiday for 2 week , err , so many things happen when i did not update this blog , miss this blog , i just want to share that im very sad with account test paper , sumpah tak sangka aku boleh lupa formula , i feel like crying the examination hall . :( only this i can type ...

Queen and King stories ! :P

actually today , i has some experience to share , i am very glad , because , i've take a part in musical drama competition ! wow ! i do not thought that our tribute was perfectly ..even before this my group always got so many problem when rehearsal but all worthwhile . well i am very satisfied  ! ouch ! forget to share , aku pegang watak queen weee~~ haha , dan king pulak , along ! gila lah dia banyak ayat spontan , aku bole glak time belakon , sengal kan ? haha sangat2 kelakar ! haha , 

smurf !

i feel like crying when we talk about this , you such push me , did you ever think i was keep its for my future ?? hmm tah laa , i paham you tapi you tak pecaye i , and i assured that sayang ! 

down

there is very calm night , but my heart feel like crying .. i was remember every single thing that you had made . sayang , i miss you , this picture was 2 years ago , when you leave me , i finds it from ''myspace'' . huh .. i save and edit , you all know what , earlier in the morning , we have we fight for a while , i am very down , till now , sayang , i was very scared you will leave me again .. sayang , i am very sorry .. i need your arm ! please raise me up , say something which is can make me smile ! please !

where is your promisses dear ? ;C

dear ! what is wrong with you ?? you are suddenly mad on me . why huh ?? am i wrong ?? i can't sleep all night ! its all about you ! when i asking you just ignore my text ,  you've pledge ??  you cakap da tak nak GADOH  i ?? apologize me if it's my mistake . . i love you dear :(

terasa :(

terasa sangat ! firstly , i was most apologetic about my attitude at some one , babe , i dont really know what happen to us lately , i know that you are very mad about my relationship but its love , babe , this is what i want , its my dream , no body knows that ! included you . secondly , this words ''kalau kau ada ape2 masalah dgn faz kau jangan cari aku'' as friend you are able to think la , am i have a feeling or not  . who is me in front  of your eyes ? am i just a friend but not your best friend huh ?? i have hurt you think ?? hmm .. looking for friends for fun , there are many , but want to find friends who can share hard and easy it is very difficult lah babe and i only find you , dont you understand me ? hati aku tak sekeras hati kau . hmm 

sebelas september ! c:

we celebrate our birthday , haa tak jauh pun .. sayang you dah tua , haha hey , serious i love you so much , lets we remind back what has been happend :) 


2008 : we are just best friend , and , i like you being my friend that time ! and day by day , i feel i like you ,   hey maybe i was one hand clapping , but i dont mind ! i pupuk rasa sayang i kat you sangat2 ! uhhh ...


2009 : you ask me for COUPLE uhhh !! nak2 .. haha and i accept you , hey seriously i happy , gila tak happy that is what i really want ! :) i've change everything in my phone , YOUR PHOTO in my WALLPAPER , SCREEN SAVER , ALARM ........hmmm you leave when you feel bored but you never say "BREAK" you make me fell like you hang down our relationship  , yeah i know , im not the best in front of your eyes then i change back my   WALLPAPER , SCREEN SAVER , ALAA..... what ?? alarm ?? i'll never change that ! haaa .. because , i just want to see your face every morning i wake , eventhough your heart will never be mine , its enough just seeing you smile . its very sad ! :(


2010 : every single day im waiting for you , seriously sedih tahap gaban !! sayang where is you go ? i need you that time , finally ! you come back ! uhhh ... im really2 happy , at first i can't accept cause i scared , but i love you , haa accept jeee !! haha .. at last he leave me back ! where is your promises ! once again i'm left crying for you , once again i'm left here missing for you , once again i'm waiting for you .


2011 : love , like a river of tears , that will flow whenever your not here ! even i find so many of guy in front my eyes , you still in my mind , i can't forget you even its small of the pieces . i can't stop wishing for you ! at last you come back , you bring HOPEFULNESS ! , but i feel comfortable when im single and terus berangan dan berharap !! Im wrong ! i dont accept you  i make you DISSAPOINTED , at last , i feel i want to try it back ... and now see what happen !! we get our true love sayang , please do not let me go again ! i want you , only you , and you are the first and the last one ! i need you more than air .. iloveyou ! muahx !!

today in my birthday ! :)

hallo ! today i want to share my gladness ! waa .. this is my syang , syang i realy2 happy with you just now even at the ending of our date , we fight for a while , sayang you know what , i feel so guilty actually , i make the mistake , im so sorry okay sayang , i want you be with me till i die okay ? you make me perfect totally , you make me felt like im in the sky anytime , i want you to be my side . ilysmsayang ! 

where my gladness ??

hey , i feel like crying ,  why ? its all about you . sayang ! i love you so much ! i never care about your self before . but i am begging here ! please do not do it again . i can't forget everything , even a small parts of you ! 

it's my down time !

hey ! i just want to share , i was very scared last night , i love him , i love my best friend too .. i got a big problem , i was walking around at town , alone !  to many people there , huh , i don't mind ! yeah , i just need some space  to feel okay , and try to relax !